Hope seems like the Summer Bird

sigh. sometimes i really wonder why im so careless. Blame no one but yourself Norman. In other words i suck. Yeah S-U-C-K. sigh. but theres nth i can really do now.. but to pray for the best. Tried doing social interviews for distraction but it aint helping much.

Oh man. my minds having some internal war now. i cant even blog right. UH.

RUN IT AWAY. PLEASE.

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Ok its now 11.16am. and i came home from my run. haha ok i think i feel much better now. got a little too stressed up earlier... haha So i shan rant much... but i think i have to write smth about the event earlier as it was a milestone in life. So while running halfway, i got really weary mentally. so when i past the church, i entered. there was no service so theres no one around. Suddenly weakness struck me, and i trembled, and some some things happened. Hmm, this is the first time in 2009 im experiencing this? and its going to be the last. haha. not a good thing to do anw. haha its like some annual event. but now i noe why ppl like tingyun tear so much HAHA. it does ease but does not eliminate haha. Woah i guess i do have that emo side of me even though i seem so happy-go-lucky most of the time. =/

Had quite a nice chat with cousin just now. =)

Home alone once more. Family went out and i decided to stay home supposedly to do physics. Yeah i will do it! after i bathe though. haha i guess i am heading down to sightsee tomorrow hahah! Family gathering in 5 hrs time. HMMMMMM shd i go! =?

Haha i shd prolly learn the zombie dancing soon AHHA!

Guide us with your Grace, Give us faith so We'll be Safe

Its 6.22am on my screen. Its an Afternoon Paper today... and Anxiety just wont let me lie on the bed longer. Haha, imma use this again 'Time Flies~~' and frankly, A levels are here sooner than i expected. Today will be the last day im touching my physical Geography notes and Woah, those notes sure are Thick.

Theres Anxiety with a mix of Fear. Prolly cos this is the Final Lap for A-levels, and wadever u do will be the Real result. and yeah.. im not fully prepared yet. Well, i've got to Pray Pray Pray and this feeling will die down =) Haha, feel like listening to 'The Prayer' by Celine. haha. After As, theres a line-up of activities and of sadly, im missing quite a lot of activities wen im overseas. oh wells. For now, haha i shd just stick to the next 4 weeks.

Lately im sleeping relatively earlier. like 9-10. Weird body clock. haha on a side note, i have been smsing quite alot lately. haha its funny how only during Exam periods that i will message lots of people. Nuisance? haha nah just a Friendly Kid maintaining Contact =)

oh wells, theres Math tomorrow, so im really hoping that i will not be drained after the Geog paper. Adrenaline fall can be quite horrible. guess i just need to GoGoGo! =)

And of course, All the Best to all taking A Levels. Just do It. Do not Regret. Pray and Work (hard)!

'Whats your Heart beating For?'- it got me thinking.

Fat Bad Boy

Oh Man... Why's the weather like that. Its making so many kids in the neighbourhood sad. Trick Or Treats in such a Setting is quite apt... but its not conducive. Haha at least i feel much better today than ytd evening? There was similar weather conditions and somehow i just did not feel comfortable at all. Its some inner unease and i really don like that feeling at all. Its like smth is going to happen around me. So why arnt i gettin that feeling today, weird.

Okay so just when i thought that the hype for Halloween this yr has died down cos i don really see lots of pumpkins out, im wrong. HAha. the streets now are like Packed with people in this thundering weather? Heh, prolly theres some event happening in the SAS. oh man hope that it will not rain so soon, or don rain at all.

Heh watched videos from Poopiness on Youtube. Haha omgosh his Parodies are really entertaining! Haha How can he think of such Plots! Do watch out for his parodies of Ty's Where you At, Toho's Mirotic. Haha shall not post here cos the contents will make my Blog less PG13-ish.

People are falling sick, and i think i may catch it too. Blame it on the Rain! was drenched a few days ago... but im going to stay strong mentally and stay healthy yea i hope. Get well soon Peeps!

Heh did a little reflection about my personal character and... i must say i really hate some things about myself. but i think this is what makes Norman a Norman. forgive me people!

Together We Make A Difference.

今天还真是个无趣的一天。一整天待在家里，没有去家庭聚会，没有去阿奴沙卡的家，

没有去外头跑步。叹~ 难道我就会这样过多一个月的日子吗? 话说回来，昨天真是

好玩又过瘾啊！大约六个小时花在数学上。。。然后去图书馆多做一点统计问题。。。

就去运动一下下，最后和一群朋友去吃晚餐。

叹~还没有找到一个实际的推动力。现在只剩下两个星期了，就这样冲吧......

okay i give up. Haha. It took me a much longer time than i expected. Haha. Alrite. I will try my best to type it faster and hopefully write a full post in Chinese. Haha.

Ok so let me do some translations since its like so short?

Okay so, i stayed home the entire time, telling myself that i shd not waste time on travelling. Thus i din attend Family Gathering, din join Geog peeps at annushaka's house and i din do my planned Run. Ok but i slept away a part of the afternoon. Sigh. Alrite so, ytd was a fun and exciting day, starting off with about 5-6 hrs of Math Mock, then went to the Library to do some Stats Qn and then we exercised and Dinner. Wheeee!

Sigh. Haven really found some great motivation. Guess i will just push my way through for the next few weeks then. Oh well. Life Aint really Long enough for me to find something to work towards. Haha.

Its been about a week or two and MR version for Ring Ding Dong Live is out. haha but woah to MR RDD is quite scary yeah. netizens =/ The continuous dancing + the music genre, woah it would have been some disaster if they MR-ed a Parody instead. Haha But woah SHINee did a great job and their live singing + the dance just proved tt they're not a mere Idol group.

Im stuck in this evil sleep Cycle... so theres this early sleep day, late sleep day, early sleep day....... cycle. D: So i tried sleeping early ytd and woke up early today, to find myself sleeping the afternoon away and POOFed, im awake at such a Time now. Sadded.

Haha im Proud to be a Geographer, and of course, an inhabitant of this Planet Earth....350ppm GOGOGO! We CAN Combat Climate Change! =)

Stage of My Life

Woohoo todays a blast! I had my lovely Date with the Yellow A lvl Math Topical Book.... sadly, its so demoralising. Haha. I have loads to catch up in order to be on par with the expectations that my Date has set for me.

Haha choices. Oh man, if i go tmr for the paper.... High chance is i wont do well. Rushing Maths can be quite saddening especially if i cant do the qns from the A lvl Book. sighs. ok i shd just use The Shingz. Its a new In-Language. =S Ok so, if i go it will be 6 hours Gonneee. Gone Gone. Frankly i think i will rather spend the 6 hrs with my Date or consulting Mr Teo. How. Life has given me choices (although theres not suppose to be any. its compulsory) But.. haha.

Alrite Haha something less whiny. I guess i just cant drink Chicken Essence. I kinda vomitted but i kinda swallowed evrything in as well. It was bad. I never liked the smell cos it smells very....mhmmm.... yolkish. Haha im a Fan of egg yolks but looks like there are turn-off moments too. Alrite so i should just stick to my Normal All time Norman Fav Ginseng =). Yeah. It tastes much better IMO and haha woo recently i have developed a new tongue candy, eating the ginseng slice =K

Haha October is coming to an End. Haha doesnt it bring back the Tune of the song Forgotten Season? Heh. With the nice melody and Good Vocal, definitely a good cover by JJ. Haha.

The returning seasons give me dreams,
Yet, these impossible dreams are sad;

they make me cry.